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I was recently sent this picture of Duane.  It was taken about a month before we met.  Along with the picture were some videos.  I got to hear his voice.  I forget what he used to look like, I forget what he used to sound like.  I have a voicemail from two years ago…but it’s not the same as these videos.  He’s still funny and still a lot of fun.  But it’s different now.  I fell bad saying it, but I know he feels the same.  I think…. I miss Duane, but I don’t, he’s still here I miss our old life together, but I don’t we still have a great one.  Everything I think I miss we still have just in a different form. 

– xoxo Victoria